Monday, September 26, 2005
it english eoy tomorrow. god bless me. i have completed my amaths trigo worksheet. so proud of myself. ( : during cd, was supposed to study apparently, but couldn't concentrate. so ended up talking to dyan, mel and nicki. hur. talked about all sorts of things. after that had laughing fits in chem, then physics. lol. panty shoot us back and said if we were so smart, then we should try inventing something. and if that's the case, i wanna invent a device to shut her up, completely. that would be the most perfect invention on earth man. i wish! she made us do last year's pure paper, i was half doing, and half sleeping. was damn tired and all. can't take it. yeah, strolled to cheena class after that then homed. nothing much. just the usual. oh, and liting told me something shocking. i think its more of shocking then funny. haha. oh well, whatever it is. bye!
oh, why am i still online? urrghh. i ought to be mugging right now, but i just can't bring myself to. damn. feeling super duper low. sick of my 'rents telling me that i got to transfer out of the damn school, saying my future is more important, this and that. they don't understand. they don't even know what i want. if i had wanted to transfer, i would have done so a long time ago. why would i wanna wait until now? i am really sick of everything around me. from family to friends to teachers to school. everything. why can't they just try to put themselves in my shoes and think before speaking, or at least, try to understand a lil? i just wish everyone would shut up and leave me alone. i don't wanna hear anything anymore, i don't wish to know, i don't wish to care, i don't wish to be a spare. i just wanna drop dead and die right now, no more facing the world of hate with the mask that i totally abhor, no more pain on the inside, no more tolerating and be used time and time again.
i think its true, ignorance is bliss.